It’s as if I know It's as if I know our paths crossed by accident somewhere somehow one of us should’ve walked away but didn’t. It’s as if I know someone else waits for you at home in a different life you’re an old friend I never met I ignore your Friend request on Facebook but didn’t. It’s as if I know you and I say I do to different people on a January that's not the 12th promising the best and worst of each other but didn’t. It’s as if I know, in every other dimension versions of ourselves follow a different script I’m in Suva, and you never come to Fiji but didn't. In this time, it's you, and in this time, it's us We choose one another after every fight, you surprise me with gifts and I try to give you money saving advice that I don’t follow. In this time, it's me and in this time, it's us against all odds, we've made two countries our home and one life-time forever.
Death is meant to be simple Straightforward You die, lay in a coffin and sink into the soil We all know our day is coming. Hold a funeral, and grieve your loss till you can walk again No one talks about the death you experience while breathing, while laughing. Tell me why is there a coffin in my chest The best of me laying in it My body pretending It isn’t a corpse, battered and bruised by half promises and ‘maybe’ hopes. Tell me why can’t I see past today? It’s like, tomorrow doesn’t exist My today is tired of carrying yesterdays mistakes This coffin is heavy, and so everyday I wake with it sometimes hoping that today will be burial day
Sometimes I wish I looked more like Nana Her beauty requires no powder, no cream Her hair firm, a Fijian halo to her frame Strength and poise - her hallmark Dr Apolonia, Qasenivuli, Ma, Nana I know not a better woman In the everyday quiet mundane her words like the calm burning tree, whether we’re in the kitchen, around a grog bowl or in the garden. whether she's laughing with me, praying, or yelling, her wisdom builds me each time Life has spun and spun seasons through her. storms, suns and droughts all the while, she remains anchored shedding light to truth and planting truths in tomorrows so much so that I know before learning, so much so that I love without feeling and I’ve seen before looking.. one day I hope to look more like Nana
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